Me against my mind (My personal journey)
My thoughts used to be the thing that were slowly killing me. My head was my biggest enemy. My emotions toke over my life. I saw almost no future. And I thought people were scary, frankly I was terrified of them all. Mostly because I thought I would NEVER fit in, or that I would NEVER BE GOOD ENOUGH. Intresting enough. Or really, not just enough. Social anxiety and social phobia.
All my energy that was supposed to be put into schoolwork, was insted consumed thru anxiety, depression over/for myself 24/7, on my way to school, in the hallways, in the streets, in the classroom, wherever there was eyes that could be layed on me. Even just for a second, even by someone I didn´t even know. I could never relax, because I was constantly looking around for nasty looks, and pulling my clothes to hide my disgusting body,
It really was Me against my Mind. And I wasn´t going to let it hold me down.